Budging Refusal

Electric feeling ending
Begin calm
Travel hitting walls
Progression endured
Time known, wanted

There reasoned well, switched
Going only far enough

Where Now

Many sittings together
Without time, memory- intense distance
Limits approached- known, felt

Where passing far
Understood deeply, simply perceived

Useless words tangled, perpendicular
Friendly Now, beautiful Now

Allow Whatever Now

Calm amid confusion
Bumping clarity mistaken thens
Moving towards acceptance- slowing settle

Visualize water's rise, fall
Washing dull thud's grime

Slowly moving through
Aligning then's fall

Unnameable Door

Vacant breath emptying
Carried away leading thoughts
Mindfully return, repeat, empty

Light, breath, calm
Given away

Allowances opening into emptiness
Door everywhere- becoming other side

Nearly Peaceful Wandering

Somewhat leaning- nearly accepted
Minds eye calm
Moments fade, pure- lost forever

Noticing emptiness- breath in
Hollowing grows- breath out

Smile glowing Buddha

Somewhat peaceful- nearly accepted

Timely Release

Allowing nothing, everything

Watched weirdness rises
Forgotten?
Evil, goodness merge

Itching cracks solidity

Acceptance only surface
Suffering enjoyment- cherishing mind

Short Until Long

Relaxed
Progression

Releasing stuff- nearly ignore
Here, not there
There, not here

Long, longer, longest

Gifted upon cherishing mind

Outward Calm

Matterless calming center
Body, mind one
Deeply aware

Disconnected wishes cast towards
Understanding connections centrality

Wider, wider moving into limitless

Peaceful state- graceful ideals touched

Intense Slowing

Words echo empty thoughts
Meaning drifts alone
Falling nowhere- infinite acceleration

Deepest darkness- no emotions
Everything moving away

Without wonder- pure existence

Lingering timelessness slowing all

Dark Cloud Above

Aware- Askew, Amiss
Allowing being there
Calming clarity coming
Ruckus crackles calm

Grateful acceptance attempted
Confusion ensues- noticing dark cloud

Peaceful observation- deluge descending

Blissing Discomfort

Sitting angle obtuse
Firmly planted leaning
Thoughts float free, body calls
Discomforting haze lingering

Time's enemy realized- perception
Freedom's blissing release
Widening gaps between grinding doubts

Carried Into One

Allowing now's swish

Emptying without effort
Wander unimportant, no calling back
Blankness rises touching mind hum

Testing empty joy, Godly awareness

Tiring understanding accepted
Separated time arrives

Melting Joyful Ice

Staying there allowing now
Turmoil rises
Slowly moving then's spears aside

Calm with confusion
Finding deep rise, fall

Wander, return cycling grows clear
Melting joy surprisingly real

Nothingly Now

Seemingly empty
Many acceptances run together
Spiraling merge
Timeless, pointless- nothing, everything

One become more until limit
Again accepted, again forever

Dull thud, adjust, make way- knowing now

Perfection's Wavelength

Understanding complete acceptance
Expectations become nothing
Deeper rhythms merge
Disbelief nearly inability

Waves rise, fall
Inner circle rotates

Time become endless- returning within

Rain Nodding Centerness

Wandering towards everywhere

Nod, nod, realize
There now, centering

Wandering away

Nod, nod, realize

Centering aware now
Peaceful oneness growing large

Deep Doors Opening

Sideways afterwards sitting near

Clearly resting mind

Opening doors, firstly unaware
Realizing mindful stepping stone
Long forgotten- now's meaning?

Solidly unifying, accepting perceptions
Attention's own reward

Multiple Layers Bonding

Earlier bonding mind body
Partial watching allowances
Spinning free while unifying
Progression without individual awareness

Arriving towards oneness- minor flaws
Settling ease strengthens focus
Infinite separately one

Seemingly As Is

Peaceful breath- here, there
Climb down inside hollow
Electric flash switching places
Follow, wander

Allowing while pushing
Slightly unaccepted
Crowded breath- mind, body one

Skim Skipping

First allowance freedom wanders
Everything whiles away
Deeper calm rises, touching

Placid surface, barrier
Moving forward, now- deflected away

Peaceful acceptance, settling

Skip away

Deeper Plain

Frozen, clear far below
Fade, appear- cycle repeats

Hindsight clouded being there
Seeking deeper, deeper still

Comforting peace inviting
Wantings misty cloud appears
Shifting, looking- goalless goal evades

Easier Center

Finding same deep breath- easy
Fading away
Mixed images separate
Singularity twinkles beautifully

Calling joy, smooth pleasure
Time quietly bumps sphere

Unity ends abruptly- peaceful

Second Deeper level

Something far away
Closer, closer, becoming
Fade together- bounded together

Deeper, shallow inseparably merge
Rising, falling- observing observer
Hinted endless space

Slowly drawn upwards towards contrast

Self Letting Whole

Wandering parts encounter whole
Imprinted separately- becoming one

Distracting concentrations beckon
Slide away towards then
Now's whole- easy base

Purposelessness clarifies unity
Time, place slowed

Edge Arriving

Multitude beckons
Even breath projects many faces
Relaxed, finding comfortable view

Discomfort touches, expands
Reaching towards intense
Drooling nausea fighting breath

Floating edge beckons- beautiful?

Where

Never
Not
Numb

Wonder
Wander
Weird

Seldom fading prickly discomfort

Rising Alley

Staying with breath
Steps carry- rising
Notice drift, wander, relax- remember center
Closing together, peace smooths
Many, many others

Returning breath contracts time
Doubts expand

Trying Within Being

Space becomes open, between flat spheres
Pause now, blink, wander
Truth settling with dust- known

Wanting, infinite wanting
Wanting engulfs everything, forms remain

Pausing understanding, still becomes wanting

Desires unexposed- stillness unveiled wanting

Vacant Space

Peaceful calm
Timeless now hidden
Breath disappears, hollow space somewhere

Moving closer
Formless, bound, infinite

Everything collapses towards perfection
Unspoken thoughts serve

Remaining Now

Settle easy, expand perimeter
Joy, God, infinity

Search towards now
Now here, now there- infinite then's

Perspectives beckon ruthlessly

Silent, impossible now
Timelessness's pillar- wobbly mind

Hinted Joy

Words hidden
Glowing ideas
Limiting expectations
Finding now

Turmoil slightly overlooked
Sifting sandy joy- grains sparkle

Dull thudding clouds