Monday, June 8, 2009

Approaching What

Still Water early

Peaceful outright, calming quickly- yet
Distractions random entry
Progressive focused allowing
Outside influences continue

Moving closer, centered texture emerge
Slipping away into smoothness

Sunday, June 7, 2009

Sand

Small remnants- sticky, elusive
Which one?
Losing focus, many confusing
Trial error?

Underlying knowing infinitely deep

Lines, grooves, trails- leading
Something wider- nearly aware

Saturday, June 6, 2009

Strong Merging

Day's end

Sit, breath, multiple awarness
Wander yet return
Relax body
Aware

Merging- power, clarity, awareness

Almost overpowering- time!

Friday, June 5, 2009

Viewed Above

Trial issue drifting away
Clarity coming
Allowing material suffering
Glimpses infinity

Pressure stillness present
Glimpses infinite

Making leads confusion

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Until Wanting

Here equal, smooth
Going without looking
Just breathing
Progressive relax
Casting Kindness

Notice approaching brightness
Path disappears- wanting

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Wanting Not Wanting

Still Water Early

Smooth beginning, yet wanting
Finding breath, yet wanting
Drifting calmness, yet wanting
Peaceful instances, yet wanting
Acceptance, yet wanting

Practice- judged what?

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Sliding Transitions

Focus moving slowly
Slip away, appear again
Changed, new- not followed

Abrupt while smooth

Thought, new focus
Slip away, appear again
Changed, new- not followed




Monday, June 1, 2009

Instants

Thought automatic
Discoveries

Letting go

Time forever, lost in now

Instant, instant, instant- endless

Where, what, how, when- long gone
Disappearing then's, merging now's

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Zig Zag

Unmindful before
Wandering since

Justified?

Focus stated, wandered

Changed

Opening, calming- unaware
Experimenting... why? Results known!

Saturday, May 30, 2009

All Into One

Two hours delayed

Focused one of many
Searing one from all
Try merges into is
Time evaporates

Want's desire beckons
Point rises


Friday, May 29, 2009

Centering

Drifting nearer every pass
Touching, being one
Passing outside unobserved
Grateful solitude beckons

Clear pathway growing wide
Wandering askew

Triumph inverted, just be!

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Really Well

Something hidden, beyond, invisible
Knowing feelings tease
Pulled, gripless illusion
Passing near again, again, again
Wanting

Clear calm descends
Grasping, wanting- pushed away

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Bent

Established routine
Savior's prayer
Sitting along mind's highway
Glimpsing thoughts streak past
Disorientation- subtle bending
Remain upright

Road rash peacefulness remain

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Late Early

Rough night sleep- thirty more

Allowing

Mental circus

Calming, yet?

Droopy beauty- enliven
Gravity, inertia?

No choice!

Monday, May 25, 2009

Wild Ride

Hard day's end
Sit, Allow

Extreme thoughts
Testing Limits!

Wander
Allow- Extreme Everything!

Stuck forever? Time!

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Beach Drive

Short time
Car sit

Peace

Breath

Drifting deeper

Time

Perfect Now

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Finding Content

Wake, sit- simplicity
Long search, small focus
Many possibilities
Try remaining

Wanting always obscures

Seeking without wanting?

Effortless touch


Friday, May 22, 2009

Telling


Edge available unavailed
Such things floating
Unreachable within hand
Travel miles searching pillars
Every base underfoot

Reaching touch evaporates
Wander looking until

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Overlook Barrier

Sit, Breath
Wander-focus
Sit, Breath
Wander-focus

Awareness approaching-
Want
Arrive- yet?

Aware- yet?

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Want To The End

Breathe, Body- one
Thoughts-
Want

All One
Thoughts-
Want

Let Go! wanting

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Wanting In Wanting

Sit, breathe, relax- Want
Sit, breathe, relax- Want
Sit, breathe, center- Want
Breathe, center- Want
Breathe- Want
Breathe- ?



Wanting in wanting in wanting...


Monday, May 18, 2009

Not Wanting, Just Doing

Still Water early

Sit, breathe, relax
Want

Body focus, breathe, relax

Want

Smooth oneness

Want- where?

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Last Moments


Intentions smooth
Reality rough

Sit, hands, bow, settle
Body interrupts
Readjust, relax, breathe
Smooth, wander- body interrupts

Breathe, allow- time


Saturday, May 16, 2009

Parking Lot Zen

Sit, breath, relax

Think

Relax, breath

Allow, wander

Allow, breath, wander

Relax, wander

Relax, allow, wander

Friday, May 15, 2009

Everything Zen

Open Eyes
Inside visible, outside faded
Wander mind
Breathe

Time invisible

Wandering Zen!
Grasping release


Thursday, May 14, 2009

Almost there

Easy sit
Thoughts bubbling
Wander- focus, wander- focus
Breathe, release

Smoothing- approaching
Peaceful hint emerging

Time

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Too Late Too Early


Rough Start
Restart
Sleep's soft caress
Slightly askew
Balance Found
Smoothing- Sleepy trap
Wanting Wonder

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Obscured Slightly

Distant, aware
Breathe occasion

Stop, allow
Green, gravel edge

Aware
Hints imagined

Focus

Monday, May 11, 2009

Here There Where


Focus here
Drift there
Gone where?

Reject perception
What importance?

Drift Where?

Gone there!

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Twice

Twelve, Nine
Deeper seeming
Eye open, closed
Depth, sensations deeper still

Other Side?
Imagine

Knowing Without known

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Just


Sit
Breath
Relax

Thoughts- shiny pebbles
Inviting caress
Realization- dropped

Mindfully replaced?

Friday, May 8, 2009

Circle's Center


Sit, breath, relax
Center?

Body, breath, relax
Center?

Allow, guide, allow

Centered

Center?

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Supine

Supine pain
Utter chaos

Wander, wander, wander

Smell- up?

Relax?

Pain, pain more pain

Early end, forgotten blog

Flat


Bland, painful- back, head
Flat
Wander
Allow, direct

Early end
Direction

Wanting what?

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Sky Light

Sit
Breath
Allow

Wander

Awareness
Relaxed

Sky above

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Somewhat Focused Allowing

Inside?
Outside?

Watching

Focused location
Occasional Drift- hindsight

Endless barrier- really there?

Generally allowing

Monday, May 4, 2009

Rocky Creek

Flowing over, around
Tumbling
Focused, unfocused
Bumping
Sensing turbulent need
Following, questioning
Allowing?

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Just Follow


Breath- follow
Thoughts- follow
Sensations- follow

Throat itch- follow (try)

Time?

Follow

Where?

Saturday, May 2, 2009

Inside


Smooth

Featureless
Hinted knowing glow
Thoughts, breath
Wanting...

Knowing- infinitely close
Picking joyful apple

Friday, May 1, 2009

Lightning Bolt

Late sit

Breath- body relax
Allow, control- wavering

Nose, throat almost overpowering
Control, release- waver

Where?


Lightning bolt- CLARITY



Thursday, April 30, 2009

Let Go

Sit

Body finding ease

Mind needing direction
Letting go
Rising turmoil- Chaotic Crescendo
Letting go

Entering peaceful space




Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Becoming Calm

Early Still Water

Sitting easy
Breathing
Follow- wander
Follow

Sitting easy
Mindful

Monday, April 27, 2009

In Other Words

Here, now
Breathe, feel
Sit, remain
Wander, focus
Relax, follow
Smooth, purpose
Time, Timeless

None

Breathing
Relaxing
Wandering

Why?

Wandering
Relaxing
Breathing

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Where


Late sit

Objectives set- partially kept
Allow roaming- return breath

Smooth, yet?

Here?

Where?

Questioning- hints hidden plain view

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Floating Slowly

Easy breathing
Allowing mind

Bubbling thoughts- ripples
Floating Slowly
Calm
Calling compassion- silent answer

Without time

Friday, April 24, 2009

Hints


Smooth yet not
Breathe drift
Allowing yet not
Hints yet not
Awareness yet not
Smoother yet not

Arriving yet time

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Peaceful Ending

Riotous mind
Here, there, everywhere
Acceptance?

Calming mind
Here...there...everywhere
Acceptance... following

Peace- ending

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

One

Early Still Water

Relaxed, yet
Loud breathing?
Street noise, thankful!
Own breath?
Focus?

Wanting!

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Still

Place- where?
Unmoving- wandering
Timeless
Perfection

Whole- divided?
Impact

Still